One week i’m THEE happiest girl. he makes me feel like a princess in a castle standing above everyone else. he makes me feel like i’m the luckiest girl in the world. i loved it. but then once again, another girl comes along once he tells me he won’t leave. those were all lies out of his mouth. hanging out with her when he tells me he is with his mom. it’s cool. don’t expect me to ever believe you again. i thought i really liked you and i always will. don’t ever forget that. i wish you didn’t have to ignore me. i just want to be that “princess” you treat me like. good morning text. goodnight text. and every little thing in between that makes a girl feel on top of the world. i thought things were finally going out the way we both wanted. i wanna know what made you walk away that easy. leading me on just like that? douche bag. thanks for leading me on. sorry i didn’t give you blow jobs when you wanted or hand jobs; we weren’t even dating because you didn’t want a girlfriend.. that makes me feel like a fuck buddy. thanks for the using and everything. i will be sure to contact you when i or a friend wants a fuck. you had me on cloud nine. you make me so happy. your personality just lit up my sky. you looks made me smile. your kisses made me fly. your hugs made me feel protected. i want that back. please. you said you won’t be looking for a girlfriend but this move makes me think you lied. and maybe you were the one the that cheated on your girlfriend. come back please. i just want that one that makes me feel lucky and makes me feel wanted and pretty and that i can be and wear whatever i want when i’m around them. i hope you feel like shit.
fuck everything. i hate living here. i wanna move out. i am losing everything i lived for in the past. i am treated like a little girl. i don’t get to live the high school life i want. i get yelled at and grounded for nothing. and i fucking hate it. i need to move. nothing in life is good in this house. they wonder why i get pissed. maybe cause my mom gets mad at me for nothing.
i miss you. i miss the long talks about pointless things. i miss being able to talk to about anything and everything. i miss the good times. i miss the good morning text. i miss the goodnight boo text. i miss it all. i miss when you and i were happy. i miss when you and i would just plain mess around. i miss you being happy all the time. i miss being with you. you use to treat me like princess and i want that person back. i miss old you. i miss you. </3
what about 6th? because then amanda and I could be cousins-in-law hahha just kidding.
I would never post this shit ever BUT I have already been having a REALLY bad few months soo…wouldn’t want a bad week.