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One week i’m THEE happiest girl. he makes me feel like a princess in a castle standing above everyone else. he makes me feel like i’m the luckiest girl in the world. i loved it. but then once again, another girl comes along once he tells me he won’t leave. those were all lies out of his mouth. hanging out with her when he tells me he is with his mom. it’s cool. don’t expect me to ever believe you again. i thought i really liked you and i always will. don’t ever forget that. i wish you didn’t have to ignore me. i just want to be that “princess” you treat me like. good morning text. goodnight text. and every little thing in between that makes a girl feel on top of the world. i thought things were finally going out the way we both wanted. i wanna know what made you walk away that easy. leading me on just like that? douche bag. thanks for leading me on. sorry i didn’t give you blow jobs when you wanted or hand jobs; we weren’t even dating because you didn’t want a girlfriend.. that makes me feel like a fuck buddy. thanks for the using and everything. i will be sure to contact you when i or a friend wants a fuck. you had me on cloud nine. you make me so happy. your personality just lit up my sky. you looks made me smile. your kisses made me fly. your hugs made me feel protected. i want that back. please. you said you won’t be looking for a girlfriend but this move makes me think you lied. and maybe you were the one the that cheated on your girlfriend. come back please. i just want that one that makes me feel lucky and makes me feel wanted and pretty and that i can be and wear whatever i want when i’m around them. i hope you feel like shit.
fuck.
fuck everything. i hate living here. i wanna move out. i am losing everything i lived for in the past. i am treated like a little girl. i don’t get to live the high school life i want. i get yelled at and grounded for nothing. and i fucking hate it. i need to move. nothing in life is good in this house. they wonder why i get pissed. maybe cause my mom gets mad at me for nothing.
fuck you.
i miss you.
i miss you. i miss the long talks about pointless things. i miss being able to talk to about anything and everything. i miss the good times. i miss the good morning text. i miss the goodnight boo text. i miss it all. i miss when you and i were happy. i miss when you and i would just plain mess around. i miss you being happy all the time. i miss being with you. you use to treat me like princess and i want that person back. i miss old you. i miss you. </3
what about 6th? because then amanda and I could be cousins-in-law hahha just kidding.
I would never post this shit ever BUT I have already been having a REALLY bad few months soo…wouldn’t want a bad week.
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Not what i wanted.
This is not what i wanted. i want to be able to kiss you and hug you no matter what. i don’t wanna loose. i didn’t want it to come down to this but lately you have been an ass to me and i haven’t deserved one bit of it. i love you and i never wanna loose you but i’m thinking that it is going to come down to that. i can’t deal with this.. just saying those text to my mom was making me want to ball my eyes out. she made a good point.. maybe i do deserve better.. but there is no one better out there.. but i don’t wanna loose you and that’s the thing that i am stuck on, i wanna keep you by my side as long as i possibly can but that is not happening. i just want us to not fight. you may think i like fighting with you babe.. but really it makes me cry every time because it always starts with me wanting to work things out and that is what you should do in a relationship; work things out. that is all. all i want right now is you to not let go because i’m not letting go, i love you baby with my whole heart and i don’t think you understand that. all i want is us to be civil and i am not getting that right now. whenever i try and talk things out with you, you just blow up in my face; you say i am yelling at you when i try and talk things out but i don’t. i want the best for us both.
I don’t know what i would do with out you; i would be lost, i wouldn’t know what to feel, you are THEE only guy that can make me smile when i’m down, your the only guy that makes me feel the way i do today, your the only guy that has made me as strong as i am today, your the only guy that gives me the butterflies. don’t wanna loose the best thing i have in my life right now. that would be horrible because i would be terrified of giving my heart to another guy. your the one i want to keep my heart because i know you treat me well when you want to, but if we are gonna go on life with us fighting every weekend but then maybe i do need to leave, as much as i do wanna stay by your side it might just be best for me to leave. it will kill for me to leave you.. right now i’m not near strong enough to let you go. you are the one i wanna spend my life with. i have never felt this way before about a guy. your one, the one and only, yes i wanna keep your forever but i don’t know if that is what you want.
Well love you baby. Can’t do much more then tell you i love you with all my heart which i do and i never wanted it to come down to this but God would have never gave me this burden if he knew i wasn’t strong enough to handle this. but baby i love you forever and you will always be in my heart and have at least one piece of it not matter where in life you or i go. love <3
to be honest i wish you were reading this.
90% of people marry their 7th-12th grade love. Since you have read this, you will be told good news tonight. If you dont repost this, your worst week starts now
I had to… just incase haha
omg i really hate this shit but omg i have to
bitches & hoes why do this to me?
sorry haha
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